For the next 11 months, there were several times that we truly believed we were pregnant. With that came many ups and downs, and every month that I was not pregnant made it seem like I would never see the double lines or the word "pregnant" on a test. Even though Charlie wanted child, he could never understand why I was upset at the end of every month. I felt like I couldn't do what I was made to do. Now during these 11 months, I kept wondering why this was not happening for us. Charlie travels a lot with his job and he is very important in the process. We also experienced stress with the separation of my parents during April/May 2009 after almost 41 years of marriage. I honestly think its worse being an adult child of divorce as opposed to experiencing divorce as a child because you know what drives a marriage, what it takes to make it work, and what it really means when one parent strays. I tell you all of this to explain that I had STRESS and we were attributing the lack of pregnancy to all of the stress. Finally, I made a doctor's appointment to get to the bottom of the situation.....
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